Straight to the valley of the great divide...

Out where the dreams all hide Out where the wind don't blow Out here the good girls die And the sky won't snow Out here the bird don't sing Out here the field don't grow Out here the bell don't ring Out here the bell don't ring... 

Basically to make it short, but true here nothing makes sense... no matter what i do just does not work! its frustrating never happened to me before... but always a first time for anything no? Well its driving me crazy and its not making me any good... im tired of people asking me if everything is fine and feel convicted to answer yes it is its great... because its not! we all know when something is right or wrong and im sure... THIS IS JUST NOT RIGHT.... in every sense... its just disappointing when someone knows it is not... and still tries to hide it... but why... telling the truth makes much more sense doesn't it ? it just stops the whole circus and grounds everything in a way were questions and answer can are easily made... why keep it up... to make someone happy... not worth it... not worth the lie... the truth is... few have the guts to do it... yes to say the truth to cut it off... and i well haven't find mine ... so mean while im hoping this will help...