Monday, March 1, 2010

just praying to a god i don't believe in....

What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok....Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even.

Everything just seems the same to me now a days... maybe because i just stopped caring...maybe because i cared to much and it didn't work.... anyhow... not caring not the solution and deep inside i know i care.... maybe way to much... what about those people that can just sit down and relax not thinking of problems and letting life be itself.... doesn't that mean that life is passing them by.... ??? But surprises me is how people like that tend to live happy free from preoccupations... maybe they have no goals, they have no sense of success and achieving for progress... but they are happy... or appear to be... meanwhile i am caring for everything trying to progress for what ... TO BE HAPPY????... always curious how they were happy that way... just doesn't seem something possible for me i guess...